It seems like I am currently having bottlenecks in many things.

First of all, football. I went for the SEA soccer game. Unlike last time, I have plenty of time on the field this time. And, I did badly. Actually, I don't even know what was I doing during that time. It seems like most of the time, I was defending. Hardly have the time to think how to play on the field. Things were coming so quietly and so physically demanding. Maybe I am only suitable to play with those kids, who are probably grown up and able to kick my ass.

Second, badminton. Due to the many factors such as my grip, my body condition and my too direct play, I am not playing well in this game anymore. After missing two weeks of badminton, I played in CCRB yesterday. I was horrible, seriously.

Third, volleyball. Volleyball is a simple game. First ball, you hit the ball to the settler. Second ball, the settle with set to the another player to spike. There are few dramas when you approach high level. And the high level will depend solely on first ball defending and the power of the spike. Unlucky for me, I am not tall enough. I am having a hard time to spike. Yes, I do see people that are short spike but height do really matter, it matters a lot. Why can't I grow taller? If I can't grow taller, let other people shorter. If neither of those works, make the net shorter.

Fourth, my studies. Indeed, this is the most important one. I don't know what happen to me. I am not catching up with all those subjects and I am only taking three subjects this semester. Those subjects are hard without doubt, but I should be able to manage them with the time that I have. I realize my weaknesses are that I want to study with my best condition. Every time, when I feel like study, I will have some problems pop up. For example, stomach ache, not enough sleep yesterday, raining, hungry and so on. Then I will just procrastinating it and use those problems as an excuse.

Fifth, my cooking. I doesn't seem to be excited with cooking anymore. I feel like cooking is more like an obligation and I don't like it. It is a good thing that I can cook whatever I want, but sometime the recipe is just tedious and I don't have the necessary ingredients.

Fine, that all for this post. Good night to me. Good morning to you.

-- Blek!!!=p --