I officially failed myself. No cure at all for myself, just simply wait for die will do.

Fine, just continue some topics that i had forgotten to write yesterday.
I had played Tarot cards. Asked some questions, for me and my friends, of course, couldn't less your part.
The question I had asked, how will it be for our relationship?
Card chosen: The Devil.
I totally helpless for this card. It is just clearly defined what will be happened between us. Pretty fine huh.. Ya, I did know that.

1、自己走路会很快 
2、喜欢黑夜，习惯晚睡 
3、隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪 
4、喜欢有口袋的衣服，否则不知道手该放哪里 
5、习惯抱臂 
6、习惯冷战 
7、喜欢窗户，喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩 
8、喜欢写字和阅读 
9、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感 
10、不爱说话或很爱说话 
11、心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界 

Hmm.. Yesterday did not update my blog. So i will just upload two days' into one blog. How lazy. One of the reason is that, my friend was staying at my home last night. I will feel weird if they are looking at me to update my blog. Now, before going for a movie on a sweet Saturday with my besties, I update my blog. XD

Yesterday night went for group study with my friends. I actually totally didn't feel like going as i can't sure whether i can pretend myself as there was nothing happened on myself.

Today was a tiring day. As I yesterday slept very late, today woke up very early, and didn't take my sweetest nap. I don't really understand what did I do during the whole day. Tired for the whole day, at last fed up and skipped my Japanese class, felt guilty. XD

Today was a holiday in Malacca, first day of Ramadhan. I went back hometown with my bro and his girlfriend, supposedly to celebrate my dad's birthday, yesterday.

First day of Ghost Month, it is strongly not encouraged to have any type of celebration. Plus, my parents only arrived at home about 2am. So, ended up we didn't celebrate for my dad. Just a simply face-showing section. >.<"
Planned to celebrate today. But ended up was just a simply dinner.
I'm wondering. What is the purpose I went back my hometown? It's tiring after all.

It's me again. Today is my dad's birthday. Happy birthday to our Lion King~ ^^ Love you forever~

Today I went for blood donation. No joke, I love to donate blood. It's just simply because it can help to detox me. XD
Okay Okay. Blood donation is good overall. But, I hate the feeling of "fainting" and my world is "spinning" around. I had donated 350 c.c. Pretty good huh.. I still can feel my head so "heavy".

Seriously, I have addicted to blog recently.
Nothing, just think that, blog is the best way to express my own things. ^^
Still considering that whether I have to change my blog into author-access-only blog.
I had read an article online, pretty short, but meaningful, fall in love with it~ Here is it~

1、我这么喜欢你，你喜欢我一下会死啊？ 
2、你不会做饭，给我一边呆着去，以后我来做给你吃！ 
3、这世上谁都没有资格喜欢你，除了我！ 

People often say, "Monday Blue". It's undeniably, Monday isn't a good day for people to start their tasks and chores.
Same thing goes to me, myself. It is kinda sleepy day. As usual, slept late yesterday, chit chatting until late midnight and have to wake up early morning today. So I have to bear my own consequences. *yawn*
The missions I set for myself, was successfully maintained for one week. @.@"
Should have keep on track in order to accomplish my missions. Gotta restrict myself again. >.<"

Today is not my day, again, I guess.

Today morning when I woke up that time, my stomach was pain. I knew, it was the sign of period. sigh. The pain was getting serious so I ate medicine immediately as today was also my MA2 midterm supp paper. I'm not going to miss it.

As usual, I got up and settled my own things while waiting for the medicine to respond. After I bath, the pain was getting worse. I couldn't bear with it and got up again to my bed.

-15 minutes over..-
The medicine still didn't react.
-30minutes over..-

Okay, super duper "fine". It's just will appear something to annoy me while I have to sit for my stupid tests. It distracts me~!!