Just.. feeling so upset when you are not understand me as well as my situation yet you still said something that made me feel even sad.
Finally I'm free from my midterms, temporarily. Have tonnes of assignments waiting for me. Deadlines are all near to each other. *Headache*
Somehow I managed to squeeze out a little time for my lovely blog. I've been abandoned my blog for months. *Regretful*
There are something that I wish to share. Hope you all wont be offended, it's just my opinions and comments.
First thing first, Love.
Such a lonely night, tonight. Being alone at home can be either good or bad. Sometimes it does really good to be alone at home as you can tidy up your messy thinkings. Somehow, I don't really like to be alone at home, especially when I'm in my hometown. I guess nobody will like so, isn't it?
Just don't feel like controlling my own emotions!! I guess it's because of the medicines. So what?! I just like it!
Calm myself down, I realized that actually I was in a out-of-control mode these few days. Pity my dear, has to be patient all the while to make me eat those disgusting medicines, as well as a sudden anger towards him. Lolz~ So what, I just don't want to control!!
What a sad thing to share~
U're not listen to me again. What I was trying to tell you is just for ur awareness. Yet, you seem to doubt my words although you claimed yourself for not doing so. I'm sad. It's even worse when you explained your family to me. This is nothing but to show your doubtful towards me.
Sorry for being such a busy body. I will not do so again.
Hmm.. Will be feeling super duper upset and depress once I recall that you are not celebrating Christmas with me!! *cry out loudly* =(
This is our first Christmas and it does mean a lot to me, don't you know that? Yet, I know. I cant be that childish although I'm so strongly wanting you to celebrate with me. It's your best friend's birthday. And yet, your gang is so eagerly to celebrate birthday for him on that day!! This makes me so frustrated!
"Getting used to"
This phrase in fact makes me trembling. I'm particularly scared of getting used of something. As I know me myself would not want to change easily if I had get used to something. I hate changing. That's why I'm wondering how could I survive in this changing world. LOLZ~
Hmm.. Long time never update my blog. I can feel my blog is growing moss by the way. Lolz~
Just a little too busy these couples of week. The beginning of a trimester is always busy with a lot of stuffs. I haven't get myself into this Gamma second trimester. Yet, my first midterm test is just around the corner. Gosh.. What a headache thingy isn't it?
Wanted to start my revision now, but just don't have that mood. Sigh. =(
Every time will forget me when you have games and friends. >.<
Sigh~~ Fell sick already still doesn't know how to take care yourself. Made me super worry here and cannot do anything but to keep mumbling you to take care yourself. What if you still haven't recover from your sickness after 3 days? You surely will force yourself to follow me. This will worsen your condition. God bless you to recover faster~!! You have to be obedient as well, sleep and rest enough~!!
*Yet, I don't think you will be that obedient~*